No traffic to speak of really from VV.  Brought running bag, hoping for 5k, maybe 4 miles.  We’ll see.

Started first of three assessments I’m composing today.  First is a crush pad, a collective production facility actually, in Napa somewhere I think.  Then a winery, then a wine storage facility in Napa.

I’m calm, but fearless and hungry.  Nurse making me lunch today as the sweet human she is.  My gratitude is near-crippling if you want to know the loud truth.

Any challenging find me, will only find me grinding, harder and harder.  My strength right now is something I’ve never seen in myself.

Getting back at it…

10:46, one assessment done.  For the crush pad.  Taking till 11:00 for SELF.  Self-talk and care, meditation, acknowledging SELF.  ME.  Nothing wrong with that.  We all need to.

Watch charging, I am absolutely running today.  No concern with pace, just 5k-4 miles.  Time is not considered.  If I surprise myself I might make note of it, but….  Just need to run.

4 more minutes…. Need coffee.  Had a latte earlier but I feel like it ignored me, didn’t want me to benefit from it.  The latte wanted me to energize myself, heighten my own personality and vigor.

Fine, I will.

Talking with the Nurse’s youngest daughter last night about school, writing papers and collaborating and communicating with professors has me itching for the classroom.  Told the Nurse a couple weeks ago that teaching has stung my senses and ethereal sheet a couple times lately, but what do I do.

Fuck, no idea.  Keep writing till you figure it out.  And drink more goddamn coffee…

With this blog, designing a new EVERYTHING.  Feels godly.  Sipping coffee, looking at time, 11:35, will get into running character at :45.