2-25-24

Better Together blend from Caddis, paired with a Pop Tart.  Cherry.  Yes, a Pop Tart.  Just off the phone, FaceTime with kids, facing what reactions be, and Nurse and I stubborn and set and grateful for our weekend’s Happy.

Everything with her is better.  Galactically, only way I can describe it.  18:55… Nurse next to me with her joke and comments and her smiles and I canNOT get enough.  The Negative notes and ebbs continue but will always fail and flail.

Bridgerton tonight with the Nurse, 2nd season.. I’m more writer than I’ve ever been and with a sharp and fanged, aggressive confidence that I’ve never had but what—  Me here knowing I’m getting everything I want and need for my family.. Henry seeing me on screen, and Fig our cat, asking me where the Nurse is…

Everything is how it should be.  So many of these attempting traps.. they won’t work.  Our love and happiness is Impenetrable. 

I need to be more like Fig the cat.. careless and playful, no overthought, and nothing too deep in any net.  I will not be trapped, by ANYTHING.

This happiness, intensity of, in— timely.  Day, beaming in assurance and notes.