HEALTH. Of business, the individual… the one thing for the day. The idea…
In a meeting, really shouldn’t be typing. Holding off on writing, till something orders me to. More than likely the run, I’m hoping. Need today’s to be better than yester’s.
Person didn’t show for their meeting, again. Good, giving me free time. Adjusting my ticket register…. Adding two more columns, Status and Queue/Ticket Type. Hoping to organize and better track where the energy goes.
Writing the story I need to materialize…. Tempted to not run but not letting that happen. The immediate dimension tells postmodern stories and lectures me without the lecturing tone. Mind everywhere, from the page to the street, my condo to Vacaville with the Nurse…
Standing here with a circle-the-tower-ing brain. Let it ride, I tell myself. Don’t force anything.
The health of the scene. Email client—
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Back from run for about 30 minutes now. 5.13 miles, under 9 per. Not in any way sad or frustrated about that. Didn’t want to go again, which I think I noted but talked myself out of it.
