8:26am

Ready for drive to city for site visit.  Need get out another piddly contract.  $200 MRC, don’t even want to think about it.  So I won’t.

Meeting with realtor on Windsor house, then driving to the city for a site visit for a potential contract not as bullshit-ish as the aforementioned.  Love that word – AFOREMENTIONED.  Looks even better in caps, sounds better too, in my head.

Already back and forth between laptops.  Morning promising a better day than yesterday, but that was completely my doing.  Mood and how I didn’t just detach as I said I should.  Today, different.

Driving across the Golden Gate.  When was the last time.  No idea.  Running when back from appointment, which should be, around…. 4 maybe?  Missed my 4 miles yesterday, so today must be 6.  SLOW.

$40 cash in J4H.  If I don’t get this one…. Jesus, don’t know.

New month.  Sister’s birthday  in three days.  Year passing me.  No time to be delicate or edit or think or measure.  BE drawing, cutting, writing, singing.

Should get out small bullshit contract, be done with it.  May have some breakfast, can you believe it?  Some of the kids’ waffles.  

Don’t tell them.