Spontaneity, everything in the in-the-moment complexion and consistency of my moments. Meeting at ten, and until then collecting here at desk, combing through leads, and building conversations. Today, this morning, right when I woke, I thought of having an amazing day… getting to my office and travels, and seeing what I can do as an AE. Tell this Sonic story better than anyone in the company. Certainly write it better, or I hope I can, do, will, am….
Essays, stories, building from what I have. The morning, clear and perfect and beaming. There’s a music to me that I’ve never heard or felt before. More than just wanting to work, or be productive, but speak to as many people as I can. Only 8:19 but I’ve produced more than many would in the first hour or even 1.5 hours of day. Not bragging and not elevating, just enjoying the ride. Why not, the ride isn’t forever. And with the promise to my little boy that one day he and I will have our own office and create together, I have to keep this beat and have it more mobile and hungry, a uniquely ravenous angle and gallimaufry of words and thoughts… no editing, no corrections. As much as I can and as quick as I’m able, not concerned with sense.
Whim, being and creating in the moment, true FREEwriting is the creative code of my P-O-Z Agency, how I speak the Sonic tongue. Why not be more free, dash toward, SPRINT for, more liberty, liberation. Work should always be not just a source of happiness but defining definition of…. Work, why do something you hate? Why resist spontaneity and chance, writing from where you are and who you are. MY kids do it all the time and the sense of content about them is something more than just worthy of study but a championing understanding and caress of life.
FREEwriting. Ideas, more of them….. not trying to inventory them, yet. Or even at all. Just touching and working from the ones I can catch, write, do something with and for.
Connected with someone at a business that interests me. The business is creative, digital, story-oriented…. San plan or method I follow my curiosity. No blueprint, for now. Just my hunger, just my assurance and knowledge this will more than merely “work out”.
Wrote letter to lead. Patience, something I’m still learning. Need to wake earlier. This morning up at 6-something which is far too late. Alarm set, AGAIN, for the god hour of 4am. When home from class tonight, eat and sleep. Earlier to bed, earlier to wake. Just talking to myself at this point but that’s a given in narrative. Sales… more inward jots. Do I write about knowing now, work, sales, or nothing, or everything? Love time to collect. Know precisely how I’m approaching the day, this AE life…. Maybe not so much spontaneously but with expanded eagerness and love. Yes, that. The latter. To be successful in sales, “SUCCESSFUL”, quotes needed, you ought love your way, your methods, your practice… and before loving it you have to know what it is. MINE, jazz. Music. Feel music and beat, riffs in all steps.
Off to walk, offer hellos and good-mornings to partners in other departments. More than visibility, but connectivity. Same as the internet, what I “sell”. Today, assuring a historic and mammoth print in my narration. Hope the same for anyone reading this note, anyone wanting to know how to be “more productive”. Start with blind and unplanned movement, love of the movement, then walk toward a destination or block and know it’s only one of hundreds if not thousands if not MORE.