Day more or less planned.  Thinking more about BDX and me, my role in the company.  Ditter updating me last night on developments at Sonic and what that means.  All positive, all indicative of growth and new stories and character contributions.

House I looked at yesterday has to be the one, and I’m not the only of that assessment.  Looking at it again tomorrow then a decision to be made.  Windsor…. Always thought I might end up there.  Places for kids to play, candy story and restaurants they love.  That playground Emma always wants to visit…..  Not going to say ‘meant to be’, but the story certainly intended something here.

Goddamnit, again the receipts stack up.  Ignore them.  I do, or try, budget again.  Or I could just stop counting.  Letting thoughts compile and take certain shapes.  Is the camera charged?

Lattes… need stop with these.  All the money—  Don’t.  Sip, enjoy, stop counting, be with the morning, the Nook office.  Old pictures, of course most of vineyards and wine industry days, the kids.  Makes me think of when Jack was born, just starting at Kunde and what a fucking mistake that turned out to be.

Everything educating Now-ME.