4-25-24
Call done. Lasted 12 minutes.
Just messaged the Nurse that was the best call of my career, arguably. I am strong this morning, and convinced.
12 minutes, great call. Guy was on the way to Sacramento. In my m mood and mode for building, taking over. Fighting form. STRENGTH for my kids, what and who I want their father to be.
Should temper myself I know, but taking a second to enjoy a victory, I guess. Cold coffee on desk from yesterday, took a shot before call. Hungry… brought banana from Nurse’s house.
This call, while only 12 minutes I’m replaying it. The guy’s voice and tone, very much a sales bloke, and one genuine. No hoodwinking or ambiguity. Directness and humanness…. Not letting anything puncture what I feel right now, I messaged the Nurse.
Let’s celebrate with some espresso, and an entry in the Better journal…
Down from the coffee corner in loft, playing call again in my head. What ever I’m feeling right now, confidence or assurance, pride or passion, I’m holding onto it.
Go to store before getting Henry, but that’s not for a bit. Maybe a breakfast something at Oliver’s…. I’m going several miles in a blink. No stopping or stalling, resting. Just a loyalty to this momentum.
Should text Mark, my AE mentor from the Sonic days as you know, tell him about the call. See if he has any insight or advice, or just those positive and profusely kind words he sends over text which never get old.
Just saw something from one of my favorite bloggers. YES… I am a storm approaching shores today, as that’s the only option. But with composition and collectivity.
Personal Legend-like from the Alchemist pages… right here, what I’m doing, singing with espresso. SHIT… should get to store in a second. I will, just five or eight more minutes.
Notes, one and three and fifteen. A MENACE to some, I can’t help it. Completely unintentional, I’m citing their interpretation of my words and movements. Writing freely…. That call and what I saw from my blogger friend… SHIT— Idea.
New one. Have to trap it. Getting cage, which is the other laptop. Type 100 words—
Not sure if I hit 100 words, but I started writing. That laptop is for books or anything for print, and this for the blog. Easy …
Okay 153 words. The vibe and idea today is strength, and assurance, and not reacting to certain weather. This entry longer than most, but that’s what’s called for. I’m here, and I feel so comfortable in my character. And again, unafraid.
The Nurse, teaching me SO much. So.Much. She has a certain force and dimension, manuscript to her that I am more than just drawn to or rely on. She has me empowered, more proud of this character, this FREED character, now writing.
10:25 = Time flying by me. Can’t wait to get little Henry, hear his sentences and questions as to where the Nurse is, where is grandma and grandpa…. PRESENT.
Okay, gotta run to store. Taking this energy and confidence and POWER with me.