14:14

Davis, CA.

Some pizza joint.  Working and prospecting, writing and responding to the communication of rolled clowns.  Seizing this sitting, this booth, this random pizza place.  Steve’s, the name.  Obviously never been here before and while the Nurse is at her appointment I told her I’d walk around.  Only got one block away from our car.

Focusing on my gratitude and strength, and how obvious some people make themselves.  They make it easy. Like someone told me recently – They are not allowed to have unfettered access to you.

So true.  Moving on…..  The day, beautiful.  When was the last time I was here, in Davis?  Oh.. with the Nurse.  We ate at a pub a couple blocks away, I think that’s where it is.  We had a burger, and talked and laughed as we did just before today’s appointment.

She makes everything better, I’ve said that since I think the second month we were together.  Today is beautiful, I’m deciding it so and she makes it easier.  So much easier.

Almost forty-fucking-five and I’m finding love.  Perfect timing…. The postmodern significance of this sitting, just realizing… me blogging ME.  Ah…

Choosing my flight.