being content with the reality, the current currency of things.

12:06 – The Chinese food in the kitchen is nearly impossible to ignore.  I. Sip my coffee in the white paper cup from my house with black lid, helps a little repress the urge to start my break now.

Resist, resist…. Thinking f completing books, discipline.  And MORE discipline.  Just as simple as telling yourself you’re going to do something and just fucking DO IT.

Agenda items for myself, like I’m running my own meeting.  Life and all the lessons and instruction in the day-to-day… every day its own startup.  Interesting, that perspective, no pressing myself to write some elongated prose… all I need is right here.

12:40… I got through all my tickets.  Shit.. what do I do now?  How about get some Chinese in the kitchen…?

Lunch done, back at desk.  Only one helping, of course.  Anymore I can’t eat that much.  Blessing, I guess.  My mood is completely turned around.  So grateful.  Credit the Nurse for most if not all of it.

I see what triggered me earlier.  Studying it, and moving on.  No dwell.