Thursday December 28th, 2023:  In the loft, meeting, work started for day.

The MSP definitely feels like an ER or jamming ICU today. Should be getting some coping strategies from the Nurse, or something.  Definitely feeling stressed today….

Big kids here, and that adds.

Hungry, and I think that has an effect too.  No more caffeine, that won’t do anything but disrupt further…. Calm.  Think of the vineyard, the quick shots I took this morning driving to the loft.  Took them with phone, think they came out okay.

Messaging the Nurse helps, of course.  It always does.  Working calming down a bit, except for one conversation.

New year, only days away.  Promising myself to be in the vineyards more, whenever I can even if it’s just for a few minutes like this morning at the Kunde driveway.  Fog and the cover crop, sleeping vines.  Just what I needed in that moment.

……..13:55

Long call with client done.  About to jump into a meeting with one of the SD (Service Desk) troops.  Day evening out, righting itself in a certain lovely way.  Henry is here so all three of my mini-people.

One thing I’m learning about this tech ER is calm.  Don’t sweat, don’t lose your composure or composition.