12:17 back from haircut.  Finally.  As in, I finally got one.  Mood still low with the job situation.  Again, 45 almost, and this.  I can’t let myself get down…

Changing subject.  To what.  To ME—  What I embody, what I am, what I think, how I speak…. Leaving condo in a bit.  Need to get out, escape.  Use everything around you Mikey, EVERYTHING.  Be About EVERYTHING and not just with work.  Relationships, with others and SELF.

Finding shots last night on new camera.  Take more pictures, I tell myself.  Do reverse, photo first and then writing, if any.  Minimizing writing to further amplify and focus on it.  May not make sense but I don’t care it’s what speaks to me currently.