11:43… break soon.  Rest of the day, the most open of books.  Input notes for client, may need a power nap.

Today teaching me something new, about my own mental health and what I give my worry to, which should be fucking NOTHING.

Mental Health, happiness, and HEALTH… my topic.  Forget anything else.  I don’t have my health, or happiness and being in the best mental space for my kids and the Nurse, then what do I have?

Not a drop of worry or angst in my circulation.

Thinking about taking myself out to lunch…should I?

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14:28, good call with a client, and my energy rises significantly.  No music, just the heater’s soft roar, little and easing.  Brainstorming moves, work and career, projects.  The day’s remainder is written, catching 3 sizable breaks and cosmic intervention and assistance.  I’ll take it.

Planning career contour… what do I want to see take place and how do I get there.  Easy questions, Road challenging.  GOOD.  Welcoming the push-back.

Education, journaling mental health findings, not so much tips, just things that work for me.  Share, show, LIVE.

Daughter will want to use my office tonight, as she has been lately.  Moving everything to loft/kitchen nook soon.  Keep moving.  Keep thinking… exactly what do I want.  Photography, writing, blogging, designing… mild tech.  Need some air, haven’t been out of the house yet.

You’re doing it, you are.  Whether you know it or not, you are.  Getting closer to that Equilibrium, the place where you are in your position of positions, story of stories, role of roles.  You are moving closer, but only if you are moving.  The power you have is indisputable.