more interested to see how this affects me, what tools I pick up for “the toolkit” as Dad says.  I know I need to do this, for the reason maybe of just finally making the appointment and seeing if it works for me.

This new year, investing aggressively in my mental health.

14:00…..  Still in fast.  Not sure how much longer I’ll last.

Two granola bars, needed something.

Looking through the wine pics from the Disney vacation.  The wine shop and selling, through writing and blogging of course, surface again.  Everything from that MOCK SOMM recurring post I used to do, to just the pictures themselves, everything wine.  Emailing these clients has me only wanting to write wine, about wines tasted or whatever and EVERYTHING else.

15:23…. Super quiet at work.  Nurse distracting me with her messages, bringing with them sweetness and support and the strongest of loves in every line.

A new book has started, a new journey.  New Road, Roads.  16:30 draws closer, wonder what my kids are doing, how they’re doing getting closer to xmas…