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11:08 only now getting chance to write anything.  Tickets swarming and I can’t get enough of them.  Seriously like an addiction or rush or high or enlivening challenge.  Couple errands to run, reading over old Sedaris notes.. my first reactions and critical reads.  Two laptops on desk, couldn’t be happier if you individually re-engineered me and my brain and everything I do.

Got to see Emma and Henry yesterday, briefly.  Astonished with how fast they’re growing.  I don’t know what else to say.  Trying to capture and trap and examine my own feelings but I’m lost, at a loss.  Just love them and can’t help them from getting bigger.

Coworker sick, send her healing vibes.  Putting more focus on attitude and positive Beats and not keeping it all to myself.  Feeling loved this morning, encouraged, near-invincible.  All the negative notes and swarms out there that STILL accost, I feel for you.  What a prison of a mind you must have.  Weep for yourself, ‘cause my eyes are dry.

This laptop, not leaving the loft ever again.  Writing more from memory, like Mr. Sedaris.  My energy this morning and now approaching afternoon… heightened, music/jazz/love.. EVERYTHING.