he slept, wanting to be with Jackie in my bed. Feel like I could maybe use more sleep but not letting myself. Up early and this needs to be the practice, the type of writer and dad I am. Ahead of the day, not bloody reacting to it.
Thought of stopping there, halting with the morning writing for a bit and checking on kids but I hear nothing, there is peace, so leave the well-enough in its wellness. All is well.
07:39…. Birds and cold air, what the morning speaks. Idea from last night reminding me of its language… back to the objective consideration, focus on self, inward notes. The character I want to be, for my kids and family yes but for me.
Success being a lagging indicator, this morning’s Stoic reads. Odd language, that description, but of course I know what it means, the message and intention.
Peet’s is too far away, so Starbucks for the kids and I once Henry wakes and is out of bed. Keep writing, I tell myself. Forget these other distractions. Sip espresso, write thoughts…