Call in 19 minutes.  Challenging self to a little budget exercise – no dining out and no Starbucks.  Putting money aside for content studio business.  Have a couple leads after yesterday’s leads meeting.  Aim is to produce an additional 5k/month, and have it sub rosa.  You might think this is foolish to post on the blog going through a divorce and having payments to make and some people think they’re entitled to a slab or stack.  I’ll take my chances.

Every shot shot at me, I’ll recover and build.  The studio— Hate that word.  Lab, or Salon…. ROOM.  I don’t know… I’m creating for business to make their narrative louder.  INCLUDING ME, and my projects.

This coffee, the cinnamon dolce, perfect.  Aligned with my attitude.  Attitude, that’s what the centricity of this sitting and day and immediacy prioritizes.

Quota over my brain and thinking, attention and attitude.  That’s what it is, not this divorce nonsense.  Not talking about it anymore.  I WILL kill quota and enjoy watching it display $0 TCV left, or !00%+ attainment.

Beyond this worry, or thought cloud that yells and pounces on my concentration, I’m blank.  5 minutes till call.  Sip coffee again.