Should have … not going to say it, or maybe I will in hopes it’ll actually happen this time – SHOULD HAVE WOKE EARLIER.

No budget for any additional blogs or url’s.  All dollars devoted.  Maybe I can sneak out a little from Friday’s check.  Maybe.. not committing to anything just yet.

Feel like I need another espresso shot.  Why not. This will be the last caffeine slap for day…. Made it.  No sips yet.  Leaving in around 30 for first meeting, then to a Starbucks somewhere.  Maybe the one on Mendo, or…..  Farmers.  Definitely Farmers.  Better parking, more places to sit.  Listen to something new.

Nina Simone said, “You’ve got to learn to leave the table when love’s no longer being served.” My reaction to that is, of course after energetically agreeing and applauding, I need to serve more love.  No more bad language, no more bad thoughts.  No matter who or what or when.  All elevating, all smiling, all loving.  People say that ‘life is short’ and ‘life is too short’, or ‘you only live once’… well, why not love the whole time?

“Awake”, by Tycho.  No matter how many times I listen to this song it does something to me in the morning, the only time I’ll listen to it, for the most part.  Relaxed, not pressuring self… looking at Calendar, taking Sonic team members out tomorrow at 5 for celebratory beers at 3rd Street for helping me with a troubled account.  Not much on calendar after that.  So the natural tonal movement is to put something on.  Christmas next week, oh yeah.

A WEEK FROM TODAY???

Now I’m losing it.  Honestly.  Completely.

I find two pictures to calm me.  The vineyard…. Still, air, color.