Quiet.  Looking for new leads but not really.

Need a house, my own space…. Driving me MAD this morning, all those types of thoughts.  Not int he mood to work, but if I don’t work, yeah I know, no house payment and no house.  The it when people remind me of that, even if it’s MYSELF.

Nothing in head, like I’m an empty plastic container you see at the end of an isle at Target on special, or clearance.  What else can I do while here… look at houses.  Why not.  Agent just told me one of the houses I was schedule to visit later today just went into contract.  

FUCK.

I’m getting impatient, yes.  That’s me, didn’t you know?  Okay.. looking…

Not much out there.  Going back and forth between laptops….  And I’m still going.

Why do I keep using ellipsis.  Am I that lazy?

Hungry.  Need a snack.  Something.  What.

Bought one of those Cliff bars, chocolate and peanut crunch.  It’s okay.  Hoping it keeps me appeased till lunch.  And why am I going on about food like this.  Topic NEXT.

New idea hits me.  Well, not really a new one, but to refocus on tech exclusively when prospecting.  And if not exclusively then emphatically.  As an AE for an internet company in the SF Bay Area, it should be too hard.  To kill quota, make President’s Club, start my own internet company, right?  That’s how I’m thinking, that’s where I am in the simplistic consideration of things.  11:21 already.  Shit.  My thinking took me out for a drive, to the cleaners.

The analogy, which I still don’t much care for and certainly didn’t when I first heard it, of dating and looking for new business shakes me right now as I sit in this seat…. Not in any way interested in dating of course, but finding new business HAS TO start with people.  Not the business or business type, address, is it serviceable or whatever.