Leaving.  Antsy, wanting the house NOW.  Patience, I keep hearing that fucking word.

I HATE that word.  But I know it need be exercised and put into practice.  Okay…

Back from bank.  Sparkling water, looking at more houses.

Now espresso.  Inviting and enacting more whim, less measure and method… metic of meta-type thinking, but also…. The moment you’r din being art, story, content, growth ladder or magnet, something like that….

What do I want to do today, what else.  I keep asking myself this, over and over and…..