09:24 texting the nurse, missing her and her laugh and smile, she messaging me yesterday a pic of her and her friend, in Livermore I think. This story develops and builds much quicker but still with reasonable and cautious pace, more than anything I’ve experienced. Maybe just credit experience, and where I am in life. Either way like HST suggested I’m enjoying the ride, delight, happiness I very much fucking deserve.
Finally Henry eating his waffles. Leaving to get his big brother in a bit. And…. distracted. Tomorrow, eager to get out those proposals. Get them signed already. EOM is Friday, goal for myself. Never mind the company. I want something for myself…. More in the book and on that later.
09:32, oh shit we gotta leave soon. Promised the kids Starbucks for breakfast. After that, spending DONE. It’s not a joke how much these tiny humans cost, but it’s not a cost, or a number but part of the love’s entirety. Parents are different, and I’m more of the type that can’t say no. Working on that, but not so much. I want them to be happy. They have plenty of later years for stress and the word NO.