Meetings at 2 and 3.  Hoping to find some new leads and prospects, hoping.

Taking my time with the day, I reason.  Not rushing.

Lunch at 1 with parents.  Full day.  Headphones in car.  Not feeling it’s safe to run to car and back.  Not with my bad and phones here.  Could pack and go to car then come right back, but I feel strange doing that.  Or, go to the office.  Feeling even more strange about doing that.

I’m indecisive this morning in a way I’ve never been.

Music in here isn’t that bad. Maybe I don’t need the headphones, drive to HQ.  Just stay where you are, I say to myself.. use the present, the current scene and character set.  12 days left in month to get at least one contract on the board.

8:37.  Surprised how early I was out of the house and to a work spot.  Notes in journal, thinking about day… the rest of the year, next year, my life as a story.  Shit, I need my headphones…  Don’t do it.  Stay where you are.

Starting new prospecting methods and activity.  Just sent one email, then starting other conversations.  -8:56

9:25, thinking of leaving.  Signed up for a tech event, and it hits me that a vertical IS what I need.  Yes, being about everything as I say is advantageous, but if I could hone on one world or business consistency….  My mood elevates.  I remember a story I recently read.  Then another.

Consolidation… more than mere focus or realization, but a sharper tone of actuation.  The morning and day aggrandizes in beauty and beat.

Hurt myself again running, Saturday.  Feeling it now, sitting as I am.  Have to stretch in a minute, in a minute.  Don’t want to lose this pace, what I’m feeling.

Another idea nearly strangles me…  Why did I not see this before.  Doesn’t matter. I see it now.