3-24-24

Searching for anything, any appointment I mean.  My anxiety is in the highest of atmospheres right now, coupled with other realms.

Composing an email, sending now and will follow up tomorrow.

Thinking linearly, and in singularized steps.

Organized, and poignant.

Email sent.  Thinking of what else to do in this coming week.  Every day, wake early.  06:00 or earlier.  My frustration is getting the best of me a bit.  Being with the Nurse is a saver of life and sanity, Composition and character.

About EVERYTHING.  My attitude.  No boxes, no confinement or imprisonment.

Three notable moves today.  Actually four.  Picking up tomorrow.  Noting everything.  This is an unexpected story, where I am in this position, and at my age.  I am not stopping.  There is nothing and no negative joitheads that will stop me or slow me or even for a second distract me.

My bite and ire is formidable.  Picture from yesterday with the Nurse at Domaine Carneros, tasting and talking, in near-disbelief at how happy we are and what we’ve both experienced.  Drawing from that, going into this week.