Slow start, take lunch at 11:44-abouts, to collect here in writing, look through pictures taken on vineyard walk this morning. Today’s teaching me about my wine story, what I’m to do with and in wine… making the day my own in all ways I can. Had an idea from a writing friend, to do something with my meek photography efforts, and another business friend of mine, woman photographer building her photog shop in Headlsburg and recently self-publishing a book her mother wrote. Love the tasting room, and all the magic in its walls, but seeing more magic outside, in the vineyards and with the people tasting wine on the patio, while they snack on what they brought and overhearing what they talk about. The writer need be mobile, and look at past entries, think about past winery jobs— from Dry Creek to Sonoma Valley, “the box” in Napa, to helping a friend out in his tasting room in Kenwood just down the road from St. Francis. The tasting room itself encourages me to find more poetry and purpose, principles, out the door.
In the office, so quiet and easing with my beats, listening to drum hits and high-hats… just want to travel. How do I get there. I’m already there, here. Working and living, writing where people from all over this globe visit, save for years to see what I can on a lunchtime walk, or getting away from the tasting room for some air.
Tasted through a couple of the red… Pinot, Cab and another Cab. Nothing saying anything new to me, today, at the winery, which is more than fine. I situate in my realized and wined singularity, looking for new notes and beats in what I’m so used to sipping. The 2015 Alexander Valley Cabernet… talking in more spoken word narrative, having me bob my head and explore inward with jot and hurried notes, profuse chocolate terrain and oak-prone tones that not at all muffle or mute fruit but teach it to be more connecting, communicated, more eager to recite. Thinking of tomorrow, teaching, but I can’t stray too far with too much fray. Stay here, at winery, listen to what people say in response to wines and what my brains speaks right after a red lands on tongue. Wine holds… recites, wants to work with me, write a book with me… me and vino composing what we chose, from that first blog entry years ago to the conversation with my sister-in-law that ignited this whole forward.
At the winery, not so much an employee or even a writer but just one in admiration of all transactions here. And I’m not talking about bottle purchases…. I mean the lives, the reactions, the way the light hits the little clusters in the Sauvignon Blanc lot— this beat gets more than just gently lost in thought, but enveloped in Newness and his own beat-time. One minute before noon, not wanting to do anything but have these wine syllables and letters dance about my growls and questions, looking to sky out window knowing a vineyard is under it, somewhere close and distant. In the building while throwing thoughts out of it then back to this page… my own collective bay, say.