I do is come to the office, think of day’s planning and what I need done. More and more I’m living by the calendar. Part of me hates that while its opposing twin knows it’s necessary with a business like this. Back at the winery today, I’ll be noting everything– “more videos,” I yesterday Self-scolded, and surround them with thoughts written in prose. The aim is to not stop and have my style and client treatment reflect such. The vines don’t stop, so why should I (I say to myself, just did). Just put something on calendar.. and budget, budget more.. less mochas and more straight BLACK coffee. And to think, why DO I get mochas anymore? They take longer to make (which at the Hopper SBUX is anything but a positive, with how slow and inept and scattered that brewing enclave’s proven to be), there’s less caffeine, and they often get it wrong. And when I order it with whip, which I always do, why do they need to confirm it? It’s written on the cup, you twit! This is just me and my morning mood….. So back to today: everything, record everything..
Waiting for a video to upload.. waiting… I hate waiting, but I have to like or more so love it now with my own business. Waiting to hear back from a couple prospects, going to follow up, using methods I learned while working for Roger the Insurance guy– OH! Just remembered, email that one winery… okay, okay.
So much on mind with this new mmc world.. some days I wish just one client would be enough then I’m of the ‘no, bring ‘em all on’ mentality. Yes, bring ALL of them on!
Sun, up, and Autumn Walk comes to life. And me, with .. what I do… brainstorming, my storming brain.. need be isolated. In my office when I get there, which will be soon, I’ll have a “Storming Brains Room”. Where the only articles aloud in will be pen, paper, people.
Need more time. MORE. Then take more.. don’t just wish for it. Okay.
Affirmations of a writer/entrepreneur, blogger or whatever I am, just a storyteller, telling others’ stories and my own.
First cup done. And I’m still going. Problem uploading the video.. shit. So I start over, and see what I today will shoot, in my head; vineyards and Andy walking in front of me talking about them, then pictures of the ripening clusters and the whole Arista story.
Again with this video upload. I don’t know what round I’m on.. but this is my life now, and forever. A crEATor. And that’s what I’ve always been, now solving problems through crEATivity– ah, more ideas, and I don’t need to write them down even though that’s my first impulse.
Nearing word limit. One I set. Charge camera, shoot sample vids on Autumn Walk, then take to vineyard. Build build build!!!
Second cup made, ready, waiting for the writer.