Back to the topic of doing shit differently, WAKE UP EARLIER.  Go to bed earlier, another point to point

GRATITUDE… one of the owners approaches me and asks if I’ll emcee the wine night with the company. WHAT??  That’s what I needed, a redirection and reentering.. all the gratitude and positivity.  Feel like one of my kids, just seeing what happens, playing.

12:47, so fucking inspired after that conversation.  And that’s what you need to do sometimes, just let the fucking story come to you.  Stop trying to force something and wish the scene were shaped differently.  Go with the momentum already in place.

Over 1001 for day.  Deep sip of the roast, about to head back to office.  Touch a couple tickets, requested meeting later with TA.  I don’t need a new hobby, I need a new attitude sometimes, new prospective and approach, a new translation method.  The quality of my thoughts, like Marcus said.  That’s the determinant.  Be like my kids in ’17 during the fires when at a family member’s house, just playing on the piano.  Hitting keys, no concern or objective, stress or plan.