11-26-23

Started the day with shower, and an actual meditation.  Next to the bed while Henry sleeps.  08:51

Coffee made.  Nurse texts me.  Parents and her coming over later for Sunday dinner tradition, new version.

Have to stay in a direct-hit mentality with the week’s goals.  Blog, Design, Tech… what I keep repeating to myself.  Starting a design account.  Budget set LOW… can’t afford any deluxe or pro packages, at least night this exact moment.

Started designing my own site for BDT.  Just an idea at this point, but something I HAVE to do.  There is no more room to think or meditate.

Sipping coffee, taking emotion away from what I’m doing, no matter what it is.  Truly Stoic in my sitting this morning and after only a couple sips of espresso. 

Taking the kids to the beach today, the day’s activity.  Need to get gas.  

Something different… the routine, any proportion of repetition more and more I find bothersome and a bit sad.

Meditative mode again….  Thinking about everything going on – Work, family, writing… already after 09:22.  What do I want from the day, starting with coffee, the kids, quiet, calm.

Taking a second…. OFFBLOG