16:42 settling in the loft, one day and considerable driving.  Everyone just relaxing, lazing this Sunday late afternoon/early evening.  Sometimes you need to do that.  Sometimes you just need to, honestly, have no to-do’s.  No list.  No fucking stress or pressure.  Only way to live… what I thought trying to solve that maze with Jack in Petaluma, feeling myself getting frustrated.  WHY, I thought.  Just keep walking, get steps in, find humor.  Stop thinking…. Kid at the front said I couldn’t exit through the entrance, I had to find my way out.  So, eventually, Jack and I said fuck it and hopped over the wall, escaping that fucking thing.