Felt self falling into some pessimism, a mood, some ire.  Stopped it, focused on gratitude, finding it walking from the loft down here to my office.  This desk, some water in cup then moving little espresso cup and coffee cup from earlier over to the shoe rack.  My new system for anything that needs to be brought to second or third floor.  A back and forth, one specific communication, not letting it turn me one way or another, or my mood. Focusing on this new story, this new company, what I’m going to do.  And, what comes after.  More doors.