last night, keeping up me and especially Melissa.  Wake this morning and find a response to an email I sent with some preliminary pricing.  Will get to it later. 8:07 now, not one sip of coffee yet thought I just made it.  Not falling into sleep last night till about 1.  Still functional, but barely.  The first sips, needed.

Aw…. That first sip.

Had odd dreams last night but can’t remember what…. One of them involving me running and two mustangs or those Dodge cars that look like Mustangs racing on Coffey lane.  Me on a run and being cautious not get hit.  And that’s about it.  All I can remember.

Woke I think at 5 but then right back to sleep.  Jackie and Emma I believe both having Jammie Day (spelled with ‘y’ or ‘ie’, not known), so I throw on a company hoodie and some Jammie bottoms (not needing the capital, laptop doing that for me), and now here at keys while Jack watches a cartoon in the other room.  I tell him he has to get ready soon and he returns with an annoyed “Okayyyyy”.  I don’t have the energy to scuffle.  He either is on time, or he’s not.  That simple.

Emma’s the one infamously sluggish in the AM.  Always moaning, always growling at me and saying she wants Mommy.  Should go up and start her 10-minute wake and struggle tradition now I guess.

Couple more sips….

Yesterday taking a drive to Balletto in the afternoon, around 3.  Needed to get away from the desk and the fruitless prospecting, the emails non-returned.  I had to get away.  It was uncomfortably cold on the patio while sipping that Chardonnay but I had to be there.  I needed escape, a detach, QUIET.