journal

6-15-24

07:59

Huh, thought it was much later than that.

Nurse leaving, her and I joking in kitchen and garage.  Our laughs and silliness, much of what I love about us honestly.  Driving out there later and from VV we head north to the resort.  Excited out of my mind.  A needed getaway with my girl….  Fearless I’m feeling, in my relationship with her.

Latte for me, coconut mocha for her.  Took Noir to get the order at Noto while the Nurse stayed in bed for a bit and readied.  A birthday this morning for some little girls, twins, that her daughter used to babysit and with whom’s kept in touch.

Jack and Emma awake, Jack coming down to say goodbye to the Nurse as he always does when she leave early.  Mornings he misses her, his mood is affected and wishes he wouldn’t risen earlier.  Warms my heart.  

Family, the one I’ve wanted always.

Thinking of the NEW STORY.  Not saying the s-word.  Not attaching any one word, honestly.  Just a new story.  New Mike Madigan… no choice but to get EVERYTHING.

Not being stopped.  By any storm or devil.