14:57 ::::: Got more coffee.  Training videos making me slow, low eyelids.

Sales ethics.  Interesting, but I’m fading..  Common sense, a lot of this stuff, but still interesting how some people would do certain things.  Seriously, just, why.  This has me in that sales story attention – contained and directed.  I am a storyteller like I was at the last telecom.

Alone in office except for one other persons.  Giving self 15 minutes after completing the last module.  Nurse messages me that a friend of hers just had her son die from overuse of alcohol and drugs.

Life is beyond fragile, and short.  The Nurse telling me she loves me in a text and water circles my eyes.  Trying to keep it in and I do but it’s hard.

Not a drop of wine or anything last night and all yesterday.  Part of the reason I woke up so easily.  Moving a little slow, but I was different this morning.  I still feel it.  And with this most recent coffee from that cool machine in the break room, I don’t anything in this job or world can stop me.

So take that, everyone wanting to see me not do well, or just flat out fail.  It won’t happen.  Get a hobby.