So I’m on a Do-It-Yourself kick, obviously, but

today’s walk was about more than staying consistent with that consistency.  It was more intended to keep me as far away from this morning’s strange mood lull as possible.  I will do everything myself, I realize, and hope for no ‘breaks’, depend on no one for an “in”, or some kind of connection.  Everything will be done on my own.  I will write my story, create my reality, sing all my songs, those I myself write.  And finally soon fucking TRAVEL.  The day’s mine in a way it wasn’t this morning.  And I have to work quicker.  There’s no room for any nay.  I can only allow yelling yay.