One of those times where I’m stuck, and a bit stung by self-doubt and an off self-estimation.  Wouldn’t say I’m in a mood, not really, just wondering what next.

Not 17:00 yet, so I really should be working.  Not in the mood though, even after that meeting which got me pretty excited, motivated.  Seriously, first meeting since with the company where I’ve felt like that.

But now, I’m flat….

Looking at old pictures, and recent ones.  From last night’s family dinner with the Nurse, Henry wanting to be involved in the conversation, Nurse talking to Dad about something, then a quick shot of the loft this morning which I’ve already posted to Bottledaux.

Still feeling a little tired.  Snap SELF out of it and read the email the present from this morning or early afternoon sent.  All good points.  He emphasizes having a vision and keeping it, doing something for the vision EVERY day.  Of course not a new idea, but one now speaking to me in a transcendental and telling way.

The sales story.  Prospecting, my #prospectesk idea.  What the hell happened to that?