One of those times where I’m stuck, and a bit stung by self-doubt and an off self-estimation. Wouldn’t […]
moods
9-7-23 Anxiety and stress this morning. Wish I were in fucking Cancun with the Nurse, doing yoga on […]
8:31 and so nervy that I’m afraid to have coffee. Don’t care so much, I keep telling myself […]
8/30/22 9:21 Slept in a bit. Out of bed at 9, first time I’ve done that in….. […]
In Marin today. Have to be at another AE’s house at 9:30, Rohnert Park. Thoughts of the beach […]
something area entirely my own. No kids or anyone permitted on floor… Emma misplacing my headphones, the ones […]
Couldn’t go back to sleep so I sit on couch with nothing to write. But I’m up writing, […]
Nearing 40… lachrymose, lazy, frowning and furrowed in my paginated intention. Winemakers bottle some fermented result, all the […]
that’s just me being stressed out me. Started writing a poem in class, while students were in groups. […]
One of those mornings where everything is on your mind. Everything… the future, money, kids, money, work, the […]