Feel blah…. Drinking coffee, and with coffee.  So not so bad.

Have to speed this up, this fucking sales story.

My own business… promoting me and the notes, the eventual book and blog.. blog only sales and moods and the sales life, how hard it is.  And it IS fucking hard.

Teachers and other like-“professionals” that judge us and look down with smirks and dismissals, you’re clowns.  And inept in more ways than I have time or eagerness to address.

I’m being negative and judgmental and unfair, rude and an immature dog.  STOP.

08:55… getting mood back.  Exposure, visibility, genuine connection.  Why am I forgetting this, this morning?

Another coffee after this one, for sure.  I don’t think I’ll get to the Field today, maybe a little in Cotati, or RP.  That doctor building.  Make it happen, Mike…

09:30… the training is just dragging on, and on…. I need to be in the street.  Going through leads from yesterday, send as many emails as I can. Only writing opportunities.

Names, businesses, numbers.  All of it.

I will not be dragged into any pit, I am NOT a victim.  I am decided to shed the Self from earlier today…

2nd coffee.