Talking to myself. Trying to get settled in this new story, feeling a little overwhelmed. Calming… notes to self. Meeting with someone in a couple minutes should help. Just get into the role, I tell myself. Act, if you have to. Like seriously, become an actor. Play a role, and play it at Oscar-nominee level.
Nurse makes everything better, as she always does.
I am choosing happy and not letting some voices in, even though I did and am in a bit of recovery mode.
I’m not a survivor, I’m a FIGHTER. And I will do just that, fight.
Choosing a new octave and act. A new Road. Running later, and sure I’ll have course-changing thoughts like I did yesterday.
More of myself into tech, in fact ALL of this new Mike Madigan. Play around with things, see what happens I tell myself. Mistakes are inevitable, and frankly fun. So… jump in. Hate the expression ‘fake it till you make it’, but…..
10:58, feeling more in the driver’s seat. Feeling better after talking to my “personal board of directors” as I like to call them. Much better.
Finishing coffee. Want another. Running again today. 5 is the goal. Always be the minimum, otherwise why even launch?