*Calm, Composition

*Sitting on floor with laptop while Henry watches his singing show and Jack and Emma on tablets playing games. Henry down soon for nap.

*Not too bad at Oliver’s getting groceries and sandwiches for big kids, for the most part. Jack and Emma with a couple firefights, and the sandwiches taking well over 20 minutes. Had to stay calm, much I wanted to just get out of there.

*Have to take tomorrow off, no question.

*Anxiety… why? Why now? Why do I let it live?