was up with Henry right at 5.  Restart AE laptop.  Already starting to stress about the reports I still have to send.  Be better about doing shit ahead of time, I remind myself.  8:01 now, hope to be on road just a touch after 8:30.

Second Covid shot today.  Drink water I’m told, before shot. Hope that helps.  Don’t want to be out of commission too long.  Melissa was out for a better 9 or so hours, with chills and exhaustion, a little headache I think she said.

Looking forward to a relaxing drive, but not.  Don’t want to be too pinched on time.  Shot is at 1:25, site visit is 11am.  If it doesn’t last too long I’ll make it back up here no problem.

Not sure how I’m going to engineer the wine competition…. Have a couple ideas, not stressing about that either.  You know what, I’m not stressing about any-fucking-thing.  Not today, or anymore.  Fishing the last of this 2x shot espresso, then leaving early to get a latte, then the drive.  Today is mine and all that are after it.  Stress and anxiety want a fight with me this morning. Not fighting, just not allowing entry.