Two years ago, the fires. And now… me heading to Berkeley by myself. Out of the wine industry, done with 4-shot latte, and not touching NaNo project till this evening, or later in day. Maybe this morning, not sure.
Have to leave at 9-9:15. In meantime, write. Plan day. Write what I want into existence.
Chardonnay last night, with something wife made. Can’t think, with people talking around me but like I tell my students just write, ignore it. Last night’s discussion on Plath has me wanting to write my own opinion paper, about her writing after asking students “Why Write?” Prompt for last night’s meeting.
Just noted to self… “Write what you see and what you know, what you love and where you’ll go.” This morning I’m intent—no, more than that. What the hell am I? Something I’ve never been before, I feel. The technical aspect of what I do for Sonic does a bit unnerve and intimidate me, but I ignore it. I can act. Or not act, but assimilate, have a different fate.
So…….. Driving soon. Travel light. Only a work folder, or pouch, or whatever the hell this thing’s called.
Writing about work has me with exposed fangs, wanting more work, more projects, more invitations for creative. Woke at fucking 6:20-something this morning when I so profusely wanted to be up at 4. But, the run, and I think the Chardonnay blocked what was sought.
Some people bringing their kids to work, with nearly every school in Sonoma County closed for the day. All except for wife’s. Can’t figure that out. Jack to work with her. Wonder what he’ll do there. This morning Jack showing me how many notes, letters really, he’s writing. If he writes a certain number of letters, he earns stickers, and eventually his name will be mentioned on the loudspeaker at his school. His aim arrangement and orientation teaches me about me, what I need do with my nano novel I remember thinking how tired I was last night instead of just diving into my novel. When home, tonight, just open the laptop, do touch-and-go’s on novel.
Gears in switch. Prep for Berkeley drive, gather materials, though not much. Posted something, texted wife, moving miles in less than a minute.