10:05

Still in VV.  This one module taking longer than I would like and is bending my mood.  Can’t let it.

Chris sends me a happy birthday text, with an old pic from when we were in our 20s.

Fuck I feel old.

Why do we have to get old.

Why do I(!!!!!!!!) have to get old?

Feeling free, writing here in VV.  Everyone coming over tonight.  Writing my way to everything I want, for me and the Nurse, my kids, family….  EVERYTHING.

Birthday gift to SELF is the SELF-confidence and assurance, knowledge and understanding that it’ll happen.

Saw a video with Nas recently where he said something like ‘speak it into reality’, or something like that.  Then he said “…the universe is listening…’

One of my favorite poets, speaking to me, directly, poetically and genuinely.

Time for this writer, ME, to act accordingly.