Night winding down.. Pinot reminding me for some reason of what I first got into wine.  And how now, honestly, I’m becoming indifferent again, and bored with it.

Nurse leaving in 10 she tells me.  Interesting how her department and the rotations work.  Still learning, but I feel I can keep up a bit when she uses certain words and acronyms, phrases, now after being together ten months.  I never get bored with her stories…. She should write about some of the moments and patient stories she shares with me, I swear.  Fucking gold.

Keep sneezing.  Am I allergic to our cat?  Shit…

Writing about a life in sales and having it not be sales AT ALL.  What I’m poised to do, make it more interesting, more read-worthy.  Like someone at the prop tech company told me when I asked how he got started and did so well so soon.  “Take people out to dinner… That’s it.”

Exactly what he said to me.  I know I overthink, and this stung in the best way when he answered the way he did.  

So with the next story, I’m easing my approach and intensity.  Enjoy more, write everything.  Make it the story I want.