So, start with that you have.  Story, Sonoma County, wine and sales and education… build from there.  Everything is workable.  Stay up later, working.  Wake EARLIER, and work for an hour or so before the kids are up.  Tomorrow is Day ONE.

Just sent three messages.  Writing and approaching more globally.  That is, anti-vertical and more centered on ME.  What I do, what I bring to any and all tables.

Building, only see that.  Nothing else.  No backward steps.  OPPORTUNITIES ONLY.  Just writing that, all fear just goes to sleep.

Gratitude for the opportunity for opportunity…. Breathing deep, thinking about the appointment yesterday and how scared I was coupled with the inhuman pain.  I made it out, so here I am.. this second lease on life I wrote to myself the other night, what my attitude would be when I got past it.  Keeping self-promise, all self-promises…

Another conversation touched.  13:29, gaining on the day and forgetting about certain emotions and thoughts and worries.  So much is out of my control.  But my reaction… NEVER.  I should list reactions.. all of them.  Seeing the Nurse last night, this guy buzzing or clipping or blowing whatever weeds …