All commented on and complimented by passion and enthusiasm, confidence. Think of yesterday when I had none of any of those traits. That’s what I need to protect… my attitude, how I react. Learning more about this New Mike Madigan.. that’s it. That passion I used to put out there more.. the unusual and magnetic energy. Not complimenting myself, I swear. I am reacting to others’ reactions. What they cite, what they compliment.
Time for Starbucks. May treat Self to a small latte to celebrate.
Here I am. 47 minutes to write. Make up for yesterday. My attitude and energy and what I put into the equation of where I am… thought and noticed it before, but not like today. Repair…
Breakfast sandwich and small double latte. Haven’t bitten or sipped, rather immediately skipped to the keys. Wine, a vineyard, Orin Swift. Don’t think I want to quit now. Occurred to me this morning driving down, around Marin. No need to make any kid of a decision now, or even anytime soon.