Testing today and hoping for a negative, but I don’t think that’ll happen. Doing it anyway, for some edification, or something.
Somewhat of a holding pattern at work. Not much I can do remotely. Goddamn covid…
Need another espresso. Or does coffee sound better. Actually, coffee.
8:41, ca’t access this tab, then another. What else can I do…. I know!
Start conversations, as many as I can. Simplicity, consolidated and singular.
9:43 typical new stresses of a new story and position. Benefits, portals, credentials, back-and-forth’s with IT…. Calm down Mike, it’s Day 2. And you’re not in office. Fucking covid.
Sipping coffee and trying to calm which sounds a bit self-cancelling to be honest as all this does is light soul-fire.
Guess I shouldn’t test till Day 5? Fuck…. This is ridiculous. Not much I can do till then. Select benefits, usual new-hire steps. Anxiety now encircling me. Need a break. I know it’s easy, but this is all in my head, annexing focus, obstructing, putting up walls. Frustration now a dragon.
Conversation with self, interconnected and now more promising, not so covid-noted.