Went to lunch meeting, meeting at 3:30 cancelled. Or whenever it was for.
Meeting at five which I’m looking forward to, and I’m getting tired of researching. It’s all perspective. How I see what I see. Making self write tonight, for the 100k book.
Anxiety present and instrumental today, but I’m keeping it as offshore as I can. Keep writing, reacting to what’s around me. One of the trainers leaving early and I’m thinking I should as well. Not convinced. Wait… go to Balletto, stop in and say hi. No, not in the mood for that either…. My Now consists of indecision. Back to research… Just enjoy looking at businesses in your vertical.. take some notes, but not too many.
Going to call one more business, then leave the office. A bit under 2 hours till meeting. Then what after that…. Write. Didn’t meet aims of not lunching out (though I can expense it, so not a total fall) and fasting. Excessively analytical today, must be because of other movements in story.
Office getting quiet. Got coffee in back, not sure why. Now it just sits on my desk, which isn’t really my desk anymore. Trying to be in work rile, mode, whatever. Not working. I could just leave. I am salary now. So why don’t I then.
Run tomorrow. Out in Bodega Bay. Look for route. Actually, do that now…
Can’t find any paths out there, but I didn’t look that hard. Might take Healdsburg, or Sonoma. Park by Sister’s house, or something. Either way, I’m running. Maybe not eight miles like last Saturday, but I’m getting out. Tasting at DuMol re-scheduled for 3pm. Can’t forget that.