ready for bed.  No wine tonight, coffee made for tomorrow morning and I’m not in any mood to write.  So why am I writing.  Not sure, to tell you I’m not in the mood to write but show you I write anyway?  Tired, and not myself.  Need sleep.  Desperately want to wake at 04:00.  And stay up, write, shock myself.  Get this writer to his office… elevate life-quality for family.  Yes… no more writing.  Night.