ready for bed. No wine tonight, coffee made for tomorrow morning and I’m not in any mood to write. So why am I writing. Not sure, to tell you I’m not in the mood to write but show you I write anyway? Tired, and not myself. Need sleep. Desperately want to wake at 04:00. And stay up, write, shock myself. Get this writer to his office… elevate life-quality for family. Yes… no more writing. Night.