Realizing i

somewhat envy Emma.. No  enemies, friends, job or schedule to yield to; no stresses no timing no driving or bills or calendars– she’s free, she’s in a constant ceaseless of Newness.

And I’m the reverse of her verse.

Shameful.

But something I’m realizing.

So what if tomorrow I start to play her character, more?

A 36 year old mimicking the immediacy of a 6 day old.

12/21/15