Lunch, one rushed and kept abbreviated.

All of it, a game.  One I’m enjoying playing and plan to for life’s remainder.

Demands of me made, especially by manure magnets, just ignored.  It’s that easy.

Focused here.  On the happiness and love and kindness throwing itself at me, enveloped in words I’ve needed for fucking YEARS.

Returning to the idea of sales and anti-sales.  Fixation on mind more than some spoken and mythologized “mindset”.  Thinking how you need to think in order to reach your There.

Others on their break, me the only one in here writing, thinking of sitting in one of those space-looking pods and finishing the entry.  All I can feel is gratitude and relief, disbelief, getting more into my emotions and reactions, reflections… being HERE.

Finally.

HAPPY.  Huh, craziness…. And from just deciding to stop with certain energies.  Thought about again and at exhaustive length on the drive over this morning, coming from Napa to the Sonoma side, watching a vineyard from eye-corner pass me.  Stopping with the acknowledgement of some.  That simple.

And I have to keep it simple… we all do.