Thought about posting this, but then decided agains—  Deconstruction.  I remember a talk I gave on it, at Solano…. Taking the opposites and seeing what they say when more closely considered.  I’m wrapped in it as I write this.  And it’s more than just literary theory.  It’s life, business, relationships, before and after of things… kids when they were younger v now.

I can’t stop thinking about it, not just my lecture back in, what was it… ’06?  But the idea.  Me at this table versus in the office, my life now compared to when I was NOT free for over 15 years.

Huh… why is this idea finding me now.  What am I to do with it?  Me yesterday versus today, me in the classroom put to the side of the Mike Madigan prospecting for new business in Santa Rosa or Larkspur.

This thought contour is too attractive.  Looking at it more than just a lit theory, but deeper and more intimate consideration of what’s tangible, what’s evolving.

This journal, then another, then one before that, then one I kept while on campus at SSU.