14:32

Meeting at 15:00, which will accomplish……?

Run was disrupted by watch mishap, so probably only ran about 3 miles, walked the rest.  Not happy about it but what can I do.  In loft office, on first floor.  Somewhat of an Outlaw’s attitude.  Nothing negative, just that fearless and purposed Composition.

Windy, and when it’s dry like this it makes me nervous.  Distracting myself from that thought and any fiery possibilities, I’m layered in book ideas, and this blog taking a new shape.  All devoted to health, Mental Health, Happiness and Attitude, mindfulness and motivating yourself.

Of course any propulsion from other people and places, forces or whatever is healthy and helpful, but when you only need yourself you’ve found a brighter gem.

Writing and thinking in this quiet, in the downstairs office… walking down the flight to this desk and asking myself, “What if all I had to do was write?”

Returning to an image I put in my head before college, in that Senior Year Creative Writing Class with Mr. Sullivan.  Just writing, that’s it.  Yes I’ll “teach” and speak wherever, occasionally.  But my mortgage is paid from pages.  Sharing my observations about Mental Health, and self-education.

Maybe the fucking divorce is the best thing to ever happen to MJM…

Well of course it is.  Next to my kids and the Nurse, of course.